Love...or so I thought...
I thought I loved you, until I realized that I only thought of you when you were in the same room as me.
I thought I loved you, until I realized I only loved the way you looked at me when I wasn't looking.
I thought I loved you, until I realized that I loved your voice and your energy. And your hair. And your eyes behind your glasses. And your Adam's apple.
I thought I loved you and that we were meant to be until I realized that we were meant to be...apart.
I thought I loved you, until I realized that I loved that we loved the same things.
I thought I loved you, until I realized that all you did was hurt me. Over and over again.
I thought I loved you, until I realized that I hated having to impress you all the time.
I thought I loved you, until I realized that I never felt the need to impress you at any time.
I thought I loved you, until I realized I loved being loved by you.
I thought I loved you and could never get over you, until I realized how quickly you got over me. And then I couldn't get over you fast enough.
I thought I loved you, until I realized I only loved the way you looked at me when I wasn't looking.
I thought I loved you, until I realized that I loved your voice and your energy. And your hair. And your eyes behind your glasses. And your Adam's apple.
I thought I loved you and that we were meant to be until I realized that we were meant to be...apart.
I thought I loved you, until I realized that I loved that we loved the same things.
I thought I loved you, until I realized that all you did was hurt me. Over and over again.
I thought I loved you, until I realized that I hated having to impress you all the time.
I thought I loved you, until I realized that I never felt the need to impress you at any time.
I thought I loved you, until I realized I loved being loved by you.
I thought I loved you and could never get over you, until I realized how quickly you got over me. And then I couldn't get over you fast enough.
posted by RTD2 at 6:52 PM
8 Comments:
Lovely stuff.....and it's something I can relate to only too well....
very nice! and yes, it feels a lot like love :-)
I thought I loved you, but you started writing such fabulous blog entries that I was too overawed to think of anything else :-)
If I was a bit confused about love, you have made that a rather big bit :)
The things realized...why is there an until before them? In some ways dont they fall under the broad categorization of love too?
ok... This stuff is basically "mera sar ke uppar se nikal gaya" types:-) But its great!!
Thank u all! And hey, don't be confused or overawed by me..I am too cowardly and cynical to know anything about *true* love :)I think Ramya has a better grip on it..yes,I guess many of the things 'realized' comprise love, but not in isolation..
on rs's note ... if one was to define love, it wud be very close to all of what u defined ... since when was love meant 2 b a 'bed of roses' only ??
Awesome stuff here lady!!
Can't agree less!
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